Life sucking SPIDER

*VAMPIRISH-LIFE-LIGHT-SUCKING-SPIDER!!*

Both the same...I just have to keep that in mind, so that the story doesn't repeat itself.

I heard somewhere, that it happens a lot!! Still can't understand why..

Bold choices come with consequences... in fact, all choices do!

When you have the freedom to choose ,whatever it is you choose, you gotta have the responsibility to face its consequences. 

In my case, my consequence is not knowing, or knowing and having to be STRONG and knowing how to say no to MYSELF--(I guess). It can be so hard! specially when you're in one of those 'bad days' :/  

but it's doable 

Depois tudo se resume ao mesmo: quem nos faz chorar nao gosta de nos!   (??)

AH!!  and another Very Important thing: whenever you get that feeling that something just feels kind of wrong.. out of place?! NEVER IGNORE IT- it's always right! it's the way your body-soul has to communicate with you

New-fresh-START( crying helps!) 

(I THINK) mine began yesterday...I changed my room(again) - it looks nice :)

Still have some skeletons in my closet, and some ghosts too , but I managed to throw maaany things away, and IT FELT GOOD

About those skeletons and ghosts... some I already know how to live with -  others... I guess I have to learn how to live or|and fight them.. and the self-esteem|ego thing..give me time