Funny beings,people..

Did you ever wonder why people always seem to disappoint you? Or why,even if you try reeeeeally really hard,you end you disappointing them? I don't know why they (we) do it..the strange thing is that we do! Even though we've already been hurt and know how it feels-it reaally reeeally sucks!-it seems like it's something we can't avoid. I must admit,I already have disappointed  someone I like very much, but someone also disappointed me( not that that's an excuse,obviously) But hey, who hasn't?

 It's in our nature,I guess.. 

I think we're creatures of habits..bad habits to. I think we know,we sense when something bad is going to happen but we still go throw with it--> probably our ridiculous need to feel alive.. or simply FEEL anything.

It's really sad..when you think of it. 'Gosh, how stuupid are we that to feel alive we have to hurt ourselves? ' 'WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING HERE?HOW ARE WE LIVING? That to feel something we have to hurt ourselves?' Why not simply,look outside and take a deep breath and smile and be grateful we're alive?

We really have to change how we live,how we feel. Stop focussing on little things and details and for the first time think about how we feel about things and people. To change exteriorly,and how we behave towards others,we have to change ourselves and our way of dealing with each other.

Develop feelings of compassion and friendship. My guess is,we still have problems trusting each other, I know I have.. because of the life I had. But I want to change my way of feeling and dealing with feelings and people. I AM doing it know. But for that to have some significance we all have to change. Remember you're a human being, and what distinguishes us from machines is our capability  to FEEL.

So just release yourself, FEEL! EXPRESS IT! LET IT OUT